I'm back....Again

WOW! It's been forever since I've been here. I keep forgetting that I even have this blog. I had another one ages ago, and I really did enjoy writing my daily thoughts down, or just ranting or whatever. So I'm not too sure why I don't do it still to this day. I wonder where my old blog has gone? I think I can still find it. It would be kind of fun to try and find and see what I wrote and what I thought back then.
I'm thinking of making some huge changes to my life soon, so I'm really thinking of keeping this blog up to date, so that way I can see how far I've come and if I've reached any of my dreams.
I really want to travel more. I want to find a new job, and I know it's going to happen sooner than later. I can't wait, but yet I'm nervous. It's leaving the comfort, the security blanket, almost like home and expanding your horizons. Yikes. I feel like I may be growing up again. haha. I want to kayak more, and explore more rivers and lakes. I want to go to BC and kayak there, or/and the mountains. I want my breath to be taken away. I also want to go hiking more and push my limits and see how far I can go. It's always been my dream to hike the West Coast Trail. I'll never let myself down for not being able to do it when my Venture group got to do it and I had to stay behind, and welcome them back. At least I got to train with them...but it was still super tough. That was over 10 years for sure, but it still haunts me. I need to get out West and experience it. The Yukon is calling my name again. Oh, so many dreams and places to see and things to do.
I've met a great guy, and he's made me realize that life is about having fun. I know. I always say that I love having fun and I do. Really. But, my fun is local. For some reason, I just can't seem to get away to have fun. I have no idea why. Yes, some of it is money. Sad eh. They say money can't buy you happiness, but come on, it does. We can't lie. You don't get very far when you're very limited to your daily funds. Grrr. But, I really do need to get out and see what the world has to offer. I know there's more out there. He's made me happier and is showing me more to life even in our own city. I can't wait to see if there will be more. We shall see.
It's time for bed. I'm off for Easter Holidays. Can't wait. I need a holiday. Who knows, maybe I'll find some time to have some fun this coming week. (Before Wednesday that is).