Sunday, November 16, 2008

What will it bring?

Do you Ever Wish that you could See what your Future holds for you? Like what is going to happen in the long run? Where you're going to be in 5-10-15-30 years? I don't really care what I'm going to look like. Truth be told, that kinda scares me a lot, so I can hold back on that one, but I'd like to know, WHERE am I going to be? WHAT will I be doing? WILL I be with someone? AM I going to be the happiest person on this Earth? WILL I own my own house? And, WHERE Will I be working?

Whenever I get a new phone and my contract is up in three years, I always think "Umm, three years...I wonder where I'll be in three years, what is the future going to bring?" Or when you get your licence renewed, and every five years, or is it seven years? I don't remember, I wonder, "how much will I change in that picture". "Will I gain weight, will I still look the same? Will I still live in the same City or Province? What will I be doing, how will I be acting"?

I'm just wondering if I'm the only one that thinks this way, or do others?

I wish I could see into the future. I'd love to get up and move. I have nothing holding me back. NOTHING at all. I'm free as a bird. But why do I just stay here? I also question myself with that. I just need to get myself moving and see what the future is going to bring me, I guess.

I'm getting older....time is ticking, and it's time to have more fun. Let's live life to the fullest and not hold back due to fears, that I usually let me hold me back. That way, when I do think back to the past, I won't have any regrets. That way, I can think "yeah, I accomplished some things, or I made myself proud...I want my future to be BRIGHT and HAPPY!!!!

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